Note to self #
I. Don’t believe everything you hear when there’s no actions given to prove whatever you’re told.
II. Stop making up excuses for yourself to go running back to the same person who’s already hurt you.
III. Always be considerate of yourself. If you’re unhappy with someone, leave. Leave before you’re the one that’s left behind.
IV. It’s okay to put up defense walls and hide your true-self behind it, people who care will knock those bricks down.
V. Never make an attempt to give someone all of you when you’re only receiving half of them in return
VI. Mistakes are not always “accidents”, sometimes they’re a choice.

People who you see with a smile on their face everyday, they may be the ones who are suffering the most. People who are the ones to give you comfort every time, they may be the ones who are in desperate need of comfort themselves. People with the least amount of words to express their feelings, they may be the ones with the most complexed minds. Judging someone by their appearances is like looking only at a book’s cover, you’re missing out all the important insights.

I know that everything happens for a reason, for the better or for the worst. There’s nothing you can do to prevent something from happening if it’s bound to happen, so don’t blame yourself if unwanted things happen because it’s not always your fault, and don’t get too happy when something you’ve been waiting for to happen finally happens, a lot can change with just the blink of your eye.

Girls/Guys, we should keep this in mind that no matter how great something appears to be in the beginning, it won’t last forever. Eventually, those little details that make everything so “great” will fade away with the ticking of time. Eventually, the long text messages are going to get shorter. Eventually, you guys will have less things to talk about. Eventually, phone calls will be forwarded to voicemails. Eventually, it goes from “I can’t stop thinking about you” to a simple “I miss you too”. Eventually, you guys will both be online but no one will bother to start a conversation. Eventually, you will catch yourself wondering why you still can’t let go of every single figment of memory that’s left behind. And when that happens, there’s nothing else you could possibly do, except to move on. 

Finally, I’ve came to a realization of I’m way too young to be worrying about unimportant shit. Ten years from now, I probably won’t even care about any of the people or things that are causing me stress now. It’s about time I get myself together and straighten out my priorities - family and school over everything.

"Stop thinking about the past, and don’t worry too much about what’s going to happen in the future. Your presence is a present, so live for today, and appreciate everyone and everything you have. Stop thinking about what you don’t have, what you wish you had, who walked out of your life, and whatever else that falls in that category. Think about what you have, who you have in your life, and how fortunate you are. Majority of you reading this probably have it better than a lot of people around the world".

4:39 A.M